Weekend was good, swam, layed around.

Dad went home, lauren went to ocean city maryland w/ her friends. moms a nervous wreck since its laurens first vaction alone with her friends. Mom and I survived our first day alone together, with only a few fights.god, i'm tired.

Last week i did "bible school" for confermation hours which was 4 days from 8:00 till 12:00 of pure living hell. I met this one girl megan, shes a senior at hanover. She was nice, i talked to her for the whole week there.

We havent found any houses recently which is sorta good, it takens my mind off it. I think about it so, which is stupid. I keep telling myself, its only moving, its nothing big, but the more i say it, the worse, and closer i am to it. I've tried to avoid it; its unavoidable.