I havent written in forever. Well partly cause the damn thing wouldnt work.

I havent written in a couple months, so i'll try to fill in everything i can remember.

I went to connecticut a couple times, no houses.(not that we got)I started cross country, i've been doing decent, I could do better. I have layed around, swam, and i went to the "American Idol" thing with my friend. It was alright. I went to Dorney with my family a couple days ago. On friday ,my friends had a suprise going away party for me. Even though i'm not going for a couple months. It was so sweet.

It wasnt all of them, it was (me), Jessica,Alyssa,Sara,Angelia,Laura,Brian,Chris, and Jarret. I felt bad, cause Jarret likes me (no i am no bragging so and so likes me blah blah)and he asked if there could ever be anything more between us. I didnt know what to say. Since i'm moving i really dont wanna get into any relationships, which is sort of hypocritical. Cause i like other guys. And also i dont wanan mess up the whole friends thing.I felt so mean.

School starts in like a week. I got my card, i'm in 8-6. Which i was sorta pissed about. I wanted to be in 8-1 which was the "advanced" class. Lol. And alota people i know are in there, but i didnt make it, so i'm just like screw it. I'm not even gonna be here for much longer. I really dont know alota people in my class so far, nor do i particulary like anyone who i know is. So it sorta sucks, but its for a reason. Thats what i'm telling myself anyway.

I am going to NYC for 3 days on friday, so I'll have sumthing to write about that i'm sure.

Love,

Alyssa