*Awaiting Saturday*...

Normal day as usual.

Each day gets closer to Febuary (when i'm moving)and it just gets harder.

Starting over.

The burn in the pit of my stomach increases. It can turn out good. I know it can.

I just dont wanna leave...this is home.My Home.

Jarret and Courtney broke up... already. I feel really bad. But it wasnt working apparently.

Swim tonight, again. I made a promise to work harding to myself. I guess i am sorta expecting it to some easier than it is. Maybe i can do good this year. Maybe i just need to push...