I guess everyone sorta does it. New years resolutions...i always make them but forget about them within the month. So this year, i am trying to make some i'll actually keep.

1. Dont care about what other people think.

2. Learn How to play guitar

3. Be more outgoing

4. Stop being selfish and only worying about myself to mom+dad+lauren

5.Live in the moement and dont constantly worry

6.stop complaining

7. be more consistant and work harder at track,swim, and xcountry practice

8.try harder in school

9.be more apreciative

10. drink more water

I guess my resolutions arent really going to change the world. I know. But maybe some of those things i can imrove on and make myself a better person.

Anyway... Last night was NewYearsEve. I stayed home w/ my mom. (exciting.) I was invited to my friend sara's. My mom said that i could go and i really wanted to. But my dad couldnt come in from connecticut and my sister went out, so i felt bad and didnt want her here by herself. Then my friend jessica called from her house. She said it was boring, but i wanted to be there anyway. I'm glad i stayed home with my mom, but i wish i could of gone. :(

Tomorrow i think i am going to the mall w/ nick. yay! I feel sorta weird cause i've only talked to him in person a couple times. From the mall theres a music store not too far and we're gonna walk down there and he said he could teach me the intro of 'under the bridge' (my fav. rhcp song..)on guitar. If i go. Which i hope i do.