Just talked to Nick . :)

A while ago he asked me to go to the movies for Valentine's Day. So (hopefully) that will happen. Maybe something will happen between us.

March 1st, if all is going on track will be when i move. Thats less than a month. I cant imagine leaving.

I've said it a million times. I'll probably say it a million more.

Knowing it doesn't make it any easier.Any easier to accept. Any easier to deal with.

If something happens with Nick, i dont want to leave him here. I dont want to see him 5 times a year. Its hard enough for me to open up and take a chance. But its harder knowin that i wont be here. I'll be 3 states away.