Things slowly go back to the way they were.sorta.

It seems fine and everything is going good.. but its always in the back of my mind. "hows she doing?" if she is even telling the truth or pretending.

I think moving is setting in. Thinking that i want to do something but wait.. i wont be here. I guess all this stuff i took for granted will come back to bite me in the ass. Its starting now.

I wish things could just stay how they are. Every says how they hate their lives. But right now and right here.. aside from a few minor imperfections, things are good. I should just be content in where i am but i keep thinking about how unhappy im going to be.

Still been talking to Nick. After that strange kiss its been sorta weird. Im not in love or anything...(gee ya think?) But i am really going to miss him. I already do. But i guess things always work out, just not always in the way i'd like them to. But they do always work out.