Saturday. I think was the hardest day of my life.I woke up, took a shower, and packed my stuff in the car. Ashlee came over, and then we went to Ashlie's where everyone was.

As soon as i walked in i started sobbing uncontrolably. We all stood in a group and just cried.

An hour later, it was time to go, and hour long hugs, i left. As i rode away i knew nothing was going to be the same.

I start school tom. I am going to visit this weekend and i just wanna go home. But i guess you can never really go home.