storming :(

Yea trying to enjoy last days of summer...and its constantly raining.

But i went to nyc two days ago...and thankfully the weather was perfect. It was fun...besides the constant nag of alex bugging to go home.

Since the breakup..its been real weird. I was upset obviously but happy we remained on good terms. But now we're not talking (i also havent imed him)

Im not sure if i like him...i did. But then i thought im just trying to occupy myself with someone because my lack of relationship at the moment. And the added you always want what you cant have factor. I've been swaying both ways...and have come to the obvious realization....hypothetically if i figured out if i liked him or not...and he liked me...and we went out again, it wouldnt matter. There would be the same end result....broken up with a 200 mile trail.