i had a good weekend :)

Sunday Emily and Jane came from Pa (family friends) and i was so glad to so them. Emily is 21 ... and is like my older sister i dont fight with. So we cruised the beaches...but the weather wasnt great. But i was just really glad to see them.

Monday, my sister, her boyfriend Paul, and their friend Matt came and they all stayed at my house.

Emily & Jane left early tuesday morning.

But yesterday was fun. We went to the beach...had seaweed fights...played some 'extreme pingpong' in my basement with lauren & Paul & Matt.

I have a crush on matt...hes 19 (and hilariously funny)...im 14...but he probably thinks im like 10. But i can dream...

They just left like an hour ago. I wish they could have stayed longer.

Cause i miss Lauren.

As with Nick...i listened to Ashlie. I took his screennames off my buddylist. I was kind of pissed because we didnt talk. But we're not going out anymore. Truthfully, i just want to still talk to him. I still have that part of me that wants to be around him...but just talking to him would do. But i need to start gettin over it. Following with ashlies directions...im also not aiming to forget about him & and my feelings for him completely. Because thats just not going to happen.